I just finished my business studies degree but I've since realised that I have very little interest in the subject or the careers now available to me. When I finished college I didn't know what I wanted to do at university and under pressure to choose something, I just went with business studies, something I found easy but was never very passionate about. I have an overwhelming urge to help people and I don't feel I'll ever be happy in with my current employment prospects but I've always been facinated by psychology (even though I've never studied it persay!). I want to change career and believe it'll be best if I did so ASAP but I'm already in considerable debt which I ran up while studying business, compounding this is the current recession which is making it hard to find a decent job that pays well enough for me to quickly repay my debts and start saving to return to university. Futhermore, I didn't take the appropriate subjects back in school/college to prepare me for medical school and while studying business I put very little effort into my degree. I like to think I'm an intelligent person, but taking a subject that I didn't really want to do killed my motivation & has since made me doubt my ability to start afresh in a new field which I have no experiance in.
I guess what I want to know is:
1a) What would be the best way to go back to university considering my financial situation?
1b) Is taking out some sort of loan a good idea since I'm already in considerable debt?
1c) The job I've got right now is boring the socks off me and the pay is pretty attrocious, it's more like secretary work, I feel totally under appreciated and like I've wasted my time going to university but it was hard enough getting this job and I'm reluctant to leave now because at least it's an income. Any suggestions? Would you just get a loan and deal with the debt later?
1d) I know this is a silly question as only I would really know the answer (even though I don't!), but I'm hoping to hear from somone who's had, or knows somone who's been through a similar experiance that I can draw confidence from. How hard is it to start again? Do you know anyone who's finished their education just to realise they've taken the wrong path, somone who has lost their passion for life but was still able to go back to the drawing board and take control of their future? I've certainly heard many stories about people getting stuck in a dead end job that they don't enjoy and just accepting it and that hardly fills me with optimism.
2a) How big an obstacle is it that I've taken the wrong subjects in the past?
2b) Although unrelated, would my business degree work in my favour when applying to medical schools?
2c) Would it be nessessary to take another degree (such as biology or psychology) just to secure a place in a medical school?
3a) I'm desperately unhappy, I have been for several years now and I need to break free soon because I'm nearing my threshold. At first I couldn't understand why, which is part of the reason I'm so interested in psychology (so I can better understand myself), and I've since come to suspect it is because I'm not doing anything that I can take pride in, I feel I need self fulfillment if I'm ever going to overcome this depression but I'm afraid of the consequences if I fail. What should I do?! What is the best way to follow my dream?
3b) If you were me, what would your plan of action be?
Well, thanks for the advice, I know it's a little off topic...
