qualquun wrote:i'm diagnosed with bipolar disorder, ADHD, OCD, PTSD, and an eating disorder. all of these have at one point been pretty severe, but i am mostly stabilized right now, and i'm just entering college in the fall so i assume that i will be feeling even better by the time i get to medical school. my question is, have any of you dealt with mental illness while attending med school? did you have breakdowns? how did you deal with them? do you think a person is capable of attending even though they have these things in their history, with the possibility of stress-triggered episodes occurring in the future? i don't want to set any unrealistic expectations for myself. i can't realistically say if i could deal with the stress because i don't know what the stress is like. i only went to high school for three months and was homeschooled the rest of the time, so i really have no idea. i guess i'll know more once i'm an undergrad.
Turn your mental illness into your secret weapon to becoming a great physician. There are many physicians who have never experienced adversity or health conditions. Therefore, some of them experience difficulties connecting to their patients. I equate this to not understanding the plights of the homeless unless you, or someone close to you, has lived on the streets. Standing on the outside, I can have sympathy for the sick, but someone who has lived through personal illness will be able to connect on a deeper level. You will have empathy for the patients who come to you with mental illness because of your history, and you can be a strong source of encouragement.
Now, here's the caveat. I would advise you take proactive measures before matriculating. Contact student health services for mental health support and arrange for tutoring services on day one. Taking proactive measures may help ensure that your illnesses do not intervene with your medical education. Use this time NOW to identify any emotional triggers and integrate various stress management techniques into your daily life. Sit down and have a candid discussion with your mental health provider and come up with a plan. Good luck.